Story from me.

What you feel it's not always what you want.
Everytime you want give up,and this damn world didn't give you that.
This Damn world want you learn and hurt and learn.
They(world) want you move on,without know what you feel inside.
They want you love someone but They want you move on from that someone too.
They make you tired and tired,you want give up but you can't
What you can say?
Sometimes,you just want to be another one,and another one want to be like you.
You just make yourself confused.
If you can't solve yourself,then you run away like I did.
But you met  the same problem in other side and you always run and run.
Being selfish sometimes it's healthy,because you can't get hurt but people will hate you and it's make you hurt.
Being good and survive it's a good idea,but not everyone can do that.
World hate good people,they(world) don't want that person.
Cause,comparison can make everyone can't be bad person.
What I though it's right not always right.
I don't like my college,I don't like my body.
I think I don't beautiful.
I think I am a stupid girl.
People never want me,and never look me back.
I always hear what people say,if they say bad about me I am getting angry and sad.
otherway,If they say good about me I will love them and happy.
But,people is a big liar.
They say they like other but inside they hate them.
They say this flower is stink and ugly,but they just jealous because they can't be like that flower.
Friends,it's just a cliche name.
If you give  world then you can be their friends.
They say take and give is always the number one rule.
I know life just once,so I just follow this way and other way.
If I got stuck,then I would wait and wait and walk slowly.
But slowly isn't  word people want,they want faster and instant.
They push me down down,and walk away.
I just sit and quit.
Crying like a foolish idiot person.
World is cruel,suck and beautiful sometimes.
Mood it bring me from another feel to the another feel.
Now I am tired because of that mood.