Sorry..Sorry..My Life.

I don’t know I can write a good story about my life.

Because I don’t know how to write the beginning my life,I think every morning it’s a beginning of my life.

Everytime I though and I am wrong.

I though I am a good girl

I though I am a strong girl

I though I can survive 

I though and always though.

I never learn about life,I never know what I should I do now.

I just following my heart and trap.

I don't want they (people) know what I feel,I just want they understand what I feel.

I am not an old woman,I am just girl.

I can't grow up faster.

People don't want know how I start my day,They just say they know but they didn't understand.

I don't want crying in front of people,but they always make me crying and push me down.

Once I though I could be success but I am just useless dreamer and freaking girl.

I always on my bed an thinking without doing some good act.

I feel guilty and sorry for everyone who always say "I love You"

Life is like this,no one want to care about the other.

I can't control my tears and my pain.

My brain always say "Be cool,and prove it"

But,my heart say "Enough,don't hurt me anymore,It hurts."

Sometimes I know happy when I am sad.

But when i am sad I can't be happy.

It's driving me crazy.

It's a long long night,and a long long pain.

I am feel guilty and sorry about my life.

That sounds always repeat in my head.

I can't say Thank You anymore.

I can't stop time,and I can't always live in the same situation.

Everything was changed.

My life,My story.

People change,and it's driving me crazy.

Like an idiot person I always believe someday it will be my day.

Tomorrow,I don't know.

It's not about love or anything It's all about my feeling.

Sometimes,don't follow your heart.

Follow your brain and heart together,and don't get hurt so much.

You can't turn back and healing your pain.

Life is trap,I never learn it.

I feel the same everytime I got the trap.

I want finish my story(life) without trap.

and tears..